Right, I am laying the cards on the table and I am saying straight. All the hate, all the discrimination against me and other sufferers HAVE TO STOP!!!! I wouldn't be saying this if you all just understood the pain and the hate that you are directing towards me. After this weekend, I am just ready to go. To go and not come back, okay? To be honest, I have had enough of this, I started up this campaign to help people understand depression more, to help those who are suffering to understand that there is a way out. Hell, it may not be the best way out, it may be the painful way out, but its a way out.
I am close to stopping everything all together. Stopping this campaign, stopping all blog posts on depression. Everything. But I won't. You want to know why? This is why. I want to help, I want to show the world the truth. Okay, if it hurts me in the process, at least I'm helping. Yes, I will carry on with this campaign, I am not that weak that I'm just going to give up. Like I said, even if I have to do it alone, I will keep it going. This campaign is showing me who I really am, its showing those out there the sort of pain sufferers are going through. Its showing sufferers that they ARE NOT ALONE!!! I am a sufferer, I still cut, I still get down in my pity, in my fears and my upset. I have no proper outlet but cutting. If I am going to be honest, that is what people have against me. That I cut. So what? I am not you am I? You can't stop me? I have to do that. I have to help myself out. I don't want to be told that I'm being childish, I don't want to lose friends because of it. But I am. People block me, delete me and blank me. Why? Because I openly admit that I cut. At least have some guts and say that you don't like me because of it. Tell me instead of ignoring me.
I ask for help, and those who do help are the ones who have seen the truth, who have seen the downside of depression. And they are the ones who have experienced depression firsthand. And I respect them. I salute them as soldiers, I respect them like family. At least they know what I am doing is for the best. I would name them, but I don't want them to be subjected to the sort of things that I have been put through. The whole point of this post is me telling you, as the world, that I am sick and fed up of being told that I am a loser, a fail and that I am being childish. It has to stop. It has to stop because it will lead me to my grave okay? It will push me further and further towards suicide. And I don't want that. My death will mean that this campaign will breakdown, it will fall apart and be forgotten. No one will be able to fill my boots, okay, some people may be able too. But you have you remember that I am human, I have feelings too. Yes, my feelings are messed up, my emotions are messed up, but I am human. All it takes to help is to retweet this, to link it up on facebook, to share it on Google+, to email it to friends and to tell people via word of mouth. Thats all I'm asking for, to not put me down for what I'm doing. And to help me. At least do something yea? At least help people instead of insulting them. Thanks for reading this. And if you want to comment, do so. You don't need an account on Google+. Take it easy.
N.B. This is an example of someone who bullies people. Who makes them feel crap about themselves. His twitter name is@DaniielCorey and he has put something on his blog which makes me sick. It sickens me to see people like that. He is one person who doesn't give a damn about sufferers and he should be stopped!!!
I am close to stopping everything all together. Stopping this campaign, stopping all blog posts on depression. Everything. But I won't. You want to know why? This is why. I want to help, I want to show the world the truth. Okay, if it hurts me in the process, at least I'm helping. Yes, I will carry on with this campaign, I am not that weak that I'm just going to give up. Like I said, even if I have to do it alone, I will keep it going. This campaign is showing me who I really am, its showing those out there the sort of pain sufferers are going through. Its showing sufferers that they ARE NOT ALONE!!! I am a sufferer, I still cut, I still get down in my pity, in my fears and my upset. I have no proper outlet but cutting. If I am going to be honest, that is what people have against me. That I cut. So what? I am not you am I? You can't stop me? I have to do that. I have to help myself out. I don't want to be told that I'm being childish, I don't want to lose friends because of it. But I am. People block me, delete me and blank me. Why? Because I openly admit that I cut. At least have some guts and say that you don't like me because of it. Tell me instead of ignoring me.
I ask for help, and those who do help are the ones who have seen the truth, who have seen the downside of depression. And they are the ones who have experienced depression firsthand. And I respect them. I salute them as soldiers, I respect them like family. At least they know what I am doing is for the best. I would name them, but I don't want them to be subjected to the sort of things that I have been put through. The whole point of this post is me telling you, as the world, that I am sick and fed up of being told that I am a loser, a fail and that I am being childish. It has to stop. It has to stop because it will lead me to my grave okay? It will push me further and further towards suicide. And I don't want that. My death will mean that this campaign will breakdown, it will fall apart and be forgotten. No one will be able to fill my boots, okay, some people may be able too. But you have you remember that I am human, I have feelings too. Yes, my feelings are messed up, my emotions are messed up, but I am human. All it takes to help is to retweet this, to link it up on facebook, to share it on Google+, to email it to friends and to tell people via word of mouth. Thats all I'm asking for, to not put me down for what I'm doing. And to help me. At least do something yea? At least help people instead of insulting them. Thanks for reading this. And if you want to comment, do so. You don't need an account on Google+. Take it easy.
N.B. This is an example of someone who bullies people. Who makes them feel crap about themselves. His twitter name is
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