Heya my loyal readers and sharers. I am thinking of stopping these blog posts, so that will mean that I won't be posting anymore up. It isn't because of the hate that I'm getting on ask.fm because it isn't. It's that I feel like I have played my part and now without Tink Wilkinson (@thoughtsblogger) to guide me, I just don't know. It's going to be emotional when it comes to stopping this for good. I've had my highs and lows when writing this blog.
The highs:
I have a lot of highs when writing this blog. A lot. The very first one would be when I did my first post ever. Title? "Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater produced by Konami for the Playstation." Link? http://mgs3madfan.blogspot.co.uk/2012/09/metal-gear-solid-3-snake-eater-produced.html I can remember writing this on the Deus Wikia blog and I thought "Eh? Surely this is the wrong place to post it." And it was a shambles. I'll post the exact blog up for you to read and you can make your assumptions. But yea, I enjoyed doing that. Also my first comment. Okay, maybe I did ask my mate to comment on it but still, itmade me happy :)
The amount of friends I have made through this blog. I've made so many new mates because of this blog. Some of them I have kept in contact with since the very beginning. Thats been a joy.
Also this is a little thing but it has been a joy to see. Comments. Getting feedback on any of my blog posts is really nice and to hear what you all have to say about that blog post has been so nice to read. Thank you :)
The view count is another small thing too. Its been fascinating to watch it just rise higher and higher with each hour, and sometimes EACH SECOND!!!! That has been keeping me writing this blog.
My website which I created because of this blog. Originally called "Gamers Haven" but now its called "Your Hub". Thats actually been fun to create and release to the world. The link? http://www.mgs3madfan.jimdo.co.uk
My Facebook page/Twitter profile for my Depression Campaign is an absolute achievement for me. I never thought I would of created them at all.
The lows:
There has beem too many to write about. The main points would have to be on my very first blog about depression. Title? "Depression my experience and its effects" Link? http://mgs3madfan.blogspot.co.uk/2012/10/depression.html This would be the first blog I ever did to start my depression campaign off and I don't ever regret writing this at all. I look back and I think that I did good doing that. After that. Well. As they say- After that is just history- and history it is. But after writing this I felt like crap. I felt like I did something bad.
At this point, I would stop. But I'm not. I'm going to write every single word here. To the last word. No quitting early.
There was another post which knocked me down really badly, which put me in a worse state. And that was this one. Title? "The truth about depression comes out" Link? http://mgs3madfan.blogspot.co.uk/2012/10/the-truth-about-depression-comes-out.html And this not only knocked me down but it was the turning point for me and my depression campaign. That was the first blog that I put all my heart into. The only personal one which I opened out in. I want to think that it is the only blog which is hard hitting as that but I don't know if it is or not.
There was also another post I did. Title? "My Darkness. My fear." Link? http://mgs3madfan.blogspot.co.uk/2012/10/my-darkness-my-fear.html This when I was in my "dark place" and I still go there, but not as much as I did.
So, there we have it. The last written blog by me. Jude Dylan Wilson. Also known as Ginge. I've been through hell, I've seen things in my mind and I've done things which may be considered as weird. But I came out a winner and an educated person and a better person. I've made friends and lost friends. I've made allies and enemies. But I will still keep my head high and I will keep living.
Heres a quote for you:
"The greatest barrier to success is the fear of failure"
Thank you all for being here for me, for supporting me, for believing in me. I thank you all!! :)
....So, this is it. I've been trying to put this off for ages. This is goodbye. I'm sad to leave in a way. I really am. But hey, find me on Twitter @judewilson2 AND @DepressionCampa
The highs:
I have a lot of highs when writing this blog. A lot. The very first one would be when I did my first post ever. Title? "Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater produced by Konami for the Playstation." Link? http://mgs3madfan.blogspot.co.uk/2012/09/metal-gear-solid-3-snake-eater-produced.html I can remember writing this on the Deus Wikia blog and I thought "Eh? Surely this is the wrong place to post it." And it was a shambles. I'll post the exact blog up for you to read and you can make your assumptions. But yea, I enjoyed doing that. Also my first comment. Okay, maybe I did ask my mate to comment on it but still, itmade me happy :)
The amount of friends I have made through this blog. I've made so many new mates because of this blog. Some of them I have kept in contact with since the very beginning. Thats been a joy.
Also this is a little thing but it has been a joy to see. Comments. Getting feedback on any of my blog posts is really nice and to hear what you all have to say about that blog post has been so nice to read. Thank you :)
The view count is another small thing too. Its been fascinating to watch it just rise higher and higher with each hour, and sometimes EACH SECOND!!!! That has been keeping me writing this blog.
My website which I created because of this blog. Originally called "Gamers Haven" but now its called "Your Hub". Thats actually been fun to create and release to the world. The link? http://www.mgs3madfan.jimdo.co.uk
My Facebook page/Twitter profile for my Depression Campaign is an absolute achievement for me. I never thought I would of created them at all.
The lows:
There has beem too many to write about. The main points would have to be on my very first blog about depression. Title? "Depression my experience and its effects" Link? http://mgs3madfan.blogspot.co.uk/2012/10/depression.html This would be the first blog I ever did to start my depression campaign off and I don't ever regret writing this at all. I look back and I think that I did good doing that. After that. Well. As they say- After that is just history- and history it is. But after writing this I felt like crap. I felt like I did something bad.
At this point, I would stop. But I'm not. I'm going to write every single word here. To the last word. No quitting early.
There was another post which knocked me down really badly, which put me in a worse state. And that was this one. Title? "The truth about depression comes out" Link? http://mgs3madfan.blogspot.co.uk/2012/10/the-truth-about-depression-comes-out.html And this not only knocked me down but it was the turning point for me and my depression campaign. That was the first blog that I put all my heart into. The only personal one which I opened out in. I want to think that it is the only blog which is hard hitting as that but I don't know if it is or not.
There was also another post I did. Title? "My Darkness. My fear." Link? http://mgs3madfan.blogspot.co.uk/2012/10/my-darkness-my-fear.html This when I was in my "dark place" and I still go there, but not as much as I did.
So, there we have it. The last written blog by me. Jude Dylan Wilson. Also known as Ginge. I've been through hell, I've seen things in my mind and I've done things which may be considered as weird. But I came out a winner and an educated person and a better person. I've made friends and lost friends. I've made allies and enemies. But I will still keep my head high and I will keep living.
Heres a quote for you:
"The greatest barrier to success is the fear of failure"
Thank you all for being here for me, for supporting me, for believing in me. I thank you all!! :)
....So, this is it. I've been trying to put this off for ages. This is goodbye. I'm sad to leave in a way. I really am. But hey, find me on Twitter @judewilson2 AND @DepressionCampa
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